Tuesday, April 30, 2013

The Start of a New Beginning

Assalamualaikum. It's been quite a while since my last update. About two weeks ago, my life has changed completely. I've been through a lot since the last couple of months. I never want to go through what i just had, please. :') But I'm better now. Thanks to my family, cousins and of course my friends.

What is it that got me so depressed and all stressed out? Well I'm sure many of you already know the reason. I just broke-up from a long-term relationship. As I am the kind of person who goes for a serious relationship only, it really hits me. Alhamdulillah I have my family especially my sister and my girlfriends. God, what would happen if I don't have you guys. It is hard for me to get used to being single again. Everything is different. I can do it though, I can and will survive. :)

Please don't blame me nor my ex. Maybe because it's not our fate. :) I don't hate him. How can I hate him that much when he's the same guy who used to make me happy? Everybody make mistakes. I know I did too. I wish for his happiness and I'm sure he does the same. I'm sorry, I just have to tell. I am not the kind that would just delete my blog and then update about my life that had changed a lot without even telling what happened.



As you can see (or maybe not because there's not much different), I have a new haircut! Side fringe and trim my hair a bit. Even if it looks pretty much the same, I feel different. I'm sorry if i dissapoint you. I am too, really. But I have to move on. This is real life. From now on, my blog will be about my new life. About my old posts, I haven't made up my mind if I wanted to delete it or not. Big chance I would. But what do you think?

This is the start of a new beginning.

Arrivederci.

Hello!

22 comments:

ummi said...

Be strong. enjoy your life. fulfill your dream. achieve your future.

Chaa said...

Sayang, tak semua yang kita rancang, akan jadi. Kita usaha macam mana pun, kalau Allah dah takdirkan bukan, kita kena redha. InsyaAllah. Kalau betul jodoh, jauh macam mana, gaduh macam mana pun, akan bersama jugak. Think positive ya? Perancangan Allah sentiasa yang terbaik untuk para hamba Dia. Aku rasa apa yang kau rasa. Sebab aku pun broke-up dgn ex aku. But, apa yang ada sekarang, hargai. Please, be strong, stay strong! Mwahh <3

Anonymous said...

Keep moving girl! If god say u both stay can be together but maybe not now insha allah x kemana..

ada. said...

Be strong awak :) i've been through this and still struggling to move on. Jangan delete post lama k? :) tu kan sebahagian dari perjalanan hidup awak :)

Anonymous said...

Fatin! be a strong girl ok...i know u can do it.. :)

ErryBerry said...

dear, really? be strong stay strong okie. i know what u feel. me always here n support u even im far far awayyy. hehe. klo ade jodoh xkemane kan. mayb ade org yg lebih baik untuk u nnt someday. dont worry. love you dear.

Anonymous said...

its ok dear kalau itu takdirnya.. kalau ada jodoh, tak kan kemana.. doa banyak2 erk..be strong,coz u're the stronger enough.. :) percaya apa yang terjadi tu pasti ada hikmah nya kan.. takmo delete post lama erk, tu semua kenangan.. :)

erawr said...

ummi. thank you so much. :) dari dulu ummi caring sangat. i love you. ;D

chapex. thank you so much sayang. :) betul, even dah usaha macam mana pun, bila dah takdir kan. :) apa apa pun thank you! ;') muah muah <3

anonymous. yeah i'm moving on. berserah kepada Allah. ada hikmahnya. :)

ada. terima kasih awak! :) betul, memang susah nak move on but i'm getting better. okay, kalau tak delete pun i tak akan baca. thanks again awak. :)

anonymous. thank you, thank you so much. ;)

zaff. sayanggg. :( thank you. yes, i know you and the rest of bewarz are always there for me. :) love you so much!!

anonymous. thank you dear, yes jodoh di tangan Allah kan. :) thank you so much. okay, maybe i tak delete, but i tak akan buka balik. :)

Anonymous said...

you kuat. angkat tayar pun bole kan? kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana.

Anonymous said...

start new beginning with me please :3..hahha

erawr said...

anonymous. thanks. who are you?

anonymous. haha who are you?

Anonymous said...

say yes... i will tell you..hahahaha~ mcm drama -_-

erawr said...

okay.

Ateyn Bella said...

like seriously? u guys are perfect together. hope u tabah k :)

Anonymous said...

nak request erawr buat gwiyomi please....! :D

erawr said...

yes ateyn. :) i tabah with family and friends yang tetap dengan i. :) thank you!

anonymous. omg i always wished this qwiyomi request never come. haha :P tell me who you are then i'll do it.

Anonymous said...

dont do qwiyomi for others, do that for your special 1 only :)

Anonymous said...

rasa sedih sangat baca, sebab selalu bace korang punye cite. iye, aku cuma silent reader. hope still ada jodoh. be strong!

Anonymous said...

Be strong :)
Move on and rapatkan diri dengan Allah s.w.t..In sha Allah life will be much better kan :)jaga diri and pastikan utk yang halal shj..No offense ya :) One more thing, Ingat Allah and buat apa yang disuruhNya :)





erawr said...

anon, okay i won't. and also i'm not cute enough to do it so, it would be embarrassing.

anon, aww thank you silent reader. haha okay!

anon, thank you. thank you so much. your advice is by far the one of the most meaningful one. thank you :)

wirda azurainie said...

babe, im so sorry because baru berkesempatan usha blog u hari ni. and i baru tau. im sorry. i know what u feel. i just hope u can be strong to face all this. u just bersabar ok, think positive. semangat utk move on. semua ni bukan pengakhiran dlm kehidupan right? its just a part of life. love you babe :')

erawr said...

sayang, it's okay. :) i don't mind pun. i know you sentiasa ada dengan i pun when i need you. eceh hihi. :) but i'm okay really. dah lama dah. yeah, move on je lah kan, nak buat macam mana lagi. yes, cabaran hidup. alhamdulillah everything is all better now. aww i love you more dear ;'D