Tuesday, April 30, 2013

The Start of a New Beginning

Assalamualaikum. It's been quite a while since my last update. About two weeks ago, my life has changed completely. I've been through a lot since the last couple of months. I never want to go through what i just had, please. :') But I'm better now. Thanks to my family, cousins and of course my friends.

What is it that got me so depressed and all stressed out? Well I'm sure many of you already know the reason. I just broke-up from a long-term relationship. As I am the kind of person who goes for a serious relationship only, it really hits me. Alhamdulillah I have my family especially my sister and my girlfriends. God, what would happen if I don't have you guys. It is hard for me to get used to being single again. Everything is different. I can do it though, I can and will survive. :)

Please don't blame me nor my ex. Maybe because it's not our fate. :) I don't hate him. How can I hate him that much when he's the same guy who used to make me happy? Everybody make mistakes. I know I did too. I wish for his happiness and I'm sure he does the same. I'm sorry, I just have to tell. I am not the kind that would just delete my blog and then update about my life that had changed a lot without even telling what happened.

As you can see (or maybe not because there's not much different), I have a new haircut! Side fringe and trim my hair a bit. Even if it looks pretty much the same, I feel different. I'm sorry if i dissapoint you. I am too, really. But I have to move on. This is real life. From now on, my blog will be about my new life. About my old posts, I haven't made up my mind if I wanted to delete it or not. Big chance I would. But what do you think?

This is the start of a new beginning.